Gullibility killed the cat

Last post

2010-11-15T04:54:00.000+08:00

Goodbye distortedfaces. Hello sublimesymphony.

2010-11-14T03:16:00.001+08:00

2nd day after o'. Everyone is desperately looking for job but i don't really understand why the rush. It's not like we don't have to work for the rest of our life after we officially graduate from university or poly or whatever. My plan is to enjoy the first month of the holiday first, besides, i am not even sixteen yet so it's pretty hard to find job but i will if i chance upon any shop hiring. I painted my nail and added crystal on it but it drop off after twentyfour hour. Ate too much for dinner, the boss is too generous and treated us so much food that we can't possibly finish without daddy's friend around. Now i am debating if i should supress my desire for steamboat. Gah. My closet is once again deprived of decent clothes, shopping trip at town tomorrow! It's gonna be a brand new start. This space will be abandon soon enough.

2010-11-09T02:46:00.000+08:00

According to my sis, i think i can smell freedom in the air. Last two paper, seemingly insignificant but definitely important. I can't wait for this tormenting examination to end, the current me is deprive of fresh air.

2010-11-03T03:21:00.001+08:00

About to die due to tiredness, expected consequence from an hour of sleep last night and spam coffee in the noon. I couldn't think properly now, waiting for my phone which took forever to sync, but thanks god i finally figure out how to sync back my high resolution photo before i vomit at sight of the error message. Today mark the final day of principle of account in my life, i swear i am never gonna touch that subject again. The paper seems to be quite easy, which means that they will moderate the mark but either way i don't pin any hope on principle on account. I sort of bet on humanities but i totally screwed my geography paper. Mummy can't wait to throw away all my books after o'level and i told her to keep some incase i need to retake, i am really not confident of getting my desire result. Recently, my skin is in a very bad condition due to stress and deprive of sleep. I am so tired that i could only construct my sentence in point form like, sorry and goodbye. 1300 more photos to go.

2010-11-03T01:39:00.002+08:00

2010-10-27T23:15:00.001+08:00

I LOVE SHINEE, FTISLAND, BIG BANG, THE BOSS. (and yoona. haha)
KPOP NIGHT WAS AWESOME. Even though i was so sick of queuing. I was not only literally sick but really down with high fever yesterday.
I MUST MENTION THAT TAE MIN SANG THE LONG NOTE IN LUCIFER SO WELL (HE SUB JONGHYUN). MY TAEMIN IMPROVE SO MUCH. LOVE THEM SO MUCH. EVERYTHING FELT SO UNREAL AND I REALLY FELT LIKE CRYING WHEN THE CONCERT ENDED.
I forgot gradient formula during emath paper today, feeling like killing myself, it's like forgetting how to spell "apple". Fuckup.

2010-10-22T02:14:00.000+08:00

I didn't study anything else beside organic chemistry for the past two days, now is definitely not the time to lose momentum. God bless. Been slacking throughout for today, behaving like it's after o', sinful. The only thing i screwed up for my chemisty pratical was to mistook dirty green ppt as black, and for physics i forgot to put a container below the burette for the second time. The freaking physics experiment took me an hour to acquire the correct time range. Yesterday went studying at doggy house, hkx was busy sleeping while we was busy studying. I was speechless towards doggy's taste in her blanket. Hahaha.

2010-10-16T01:40:00.002+08:00

I finally understand what it's like to live like a living zombie. I will marry chika if i am one.
Sometimes, i doubt myself, did i really put in all my effort. What if it's only my self delusion? Keeping myself busy, preoccupied, attending every lesson, staying in school every night to do work. I wonder if i really learn anything. Afraid. I also realise alot of things, people who leave you in lurch, people who don't give a damn about you, people who genuinely care. HKX THANKYOU. I know it's abit late, but thanks for that message, i was almost touch to tears. Just joking. Either way, it's really encouraging. All the teachers who stay back for us, i feel like doing a ninety degree bow to them sometimes to express my gratitude.
I need to catch some sleep now, thanks to zavier who inform me on my heavy eyebag, little did i realise that my eyes is in such a horrible state. Oh, and infection on right eyes again. Seriously damn it, if only i had not mistaken the two months old contact lens as the one i only wore for a day. I remember hks told me that the reason wooyoung eye look much bigger now is because he finally get enough sleep, i thought it was kinda ridiculous initially but now i had no doubt over that.

2010-10-11T02:42:00.000+08:00

He. Hehe. Hehehe. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Ew. Eww. Ewww. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

2010-10-10T04:02:00.000+08:00

Shinee banner is done (almost)! Creating a banner is probably the most interesting thing i had did since i officially start o'level preparation. Anyway, i know that shinee official color is blue, but i think that gold will create the "shining effect" more, the idea of safety pin just came out of nowhere. I'm not confident that i wrote the last word correctly. Haha.

2010-10-10T03:52:00.000+08:00

This is not the final, i did quite some changes on his clothes and face afterwards. Yeah, but i am too lazy to take a photo and upload it. P.s I pause for around a week before i decided to spend another half an hour to finish it.

2010-10-10T03:46:00.002+08:00

For plxy.

2010-10-10T03:45:00.002+08:00

2010-10-08T19:44:00.001+08:00

I am here. Hello, my dear blog, once again. I rant chant and nag, i pour out my thought to you, but keeping some of the deepest secret to myself. I hate that i love you, but it's like screaming for help in darkness at times, even when i know no one will reach out to me. I felt so helpless at this point of time, while i'm here again i am crying. It's foolish because i don't have a reason to, but because i don't have a reason to. Maybe it's the stress of o'level coming, no matter how much practice do, i felt that i am not improving at all. Hey, it's such a scary feeling. I'm stuck, so tired so sick of everything. Yeah, it's the same for everyone else, i know but i can't help the way i feel. I hate the fact that i am still not working hard enough, i hate the fact that others took less than a minute to solve a problem that i am stuck at for over an hour. I just hate myself for being stupid, for not working hard enough from the start. What should i do now, continue to convince myself and carry on, hoping for a miracle to happen? All i know is i am wasting my time here instead of studying, but i couldn't keep this feeling bottled up any further. Time to get back to work now.

2010-10-08T01:41:00.000+08:00

I swear i will like yoona so much if i'm a guy, but too good i'm not. Been attending night class for the past two days, considered productive? I am dead tired, even falling asleep while writing today, down with flu and heavy eyebag, one eye infection. Totally cttm. Going to take a break from school tomorrow, a day of self study.

2010-10-04T01:49:00.001+08:00

It's not like i don't love taemin enough, but his voice just made me love him even more. Although the the main vocal of shinee is not him but i love his voice so much, i swear to god i am not being bias, his vocal is so unique and nice to hear. Even so, i think i love jonghyun voice more ever since i heard him sing "because i'm a man". Either way, i love shinee song, "hello" is totally addictive, the lyrics is so sweet. I love tae min, jonghyun, and key current hairstyle. Even my mum agree with me that jonghyun look so cute when he smile and so hot when he don't. This will be the only thing that i allow myself to hinder my study progress. Uh, and also ukiss "break time".

2010-10-02T02:27:00.001+08:00

Some photos not uploaded previously. Anyway, shinee "hello" on music bank is way too cute, i continuously watch it for over six times this evening. School until six daily means that i can only have my dinner after six, my diet plan is going to fail, but sadly i can't concentrate at home. Working hard on emath right now. My GE2 result is so far away from my aim, i really need to work extra hard.

2010-09-27T02:27:00.000+08:00

Emptiness multiply by three, sweetness multiply be two. Finished watching zombie loan, kaichou wa maid sama, and hana yori dango movie version. Zombie loan is really awesome, the ending just spoiled everything, especially when it look like the story is about to start it ended. Aloan had just been introduced and they just started to reveal some mystery part of aarc. Zombie loan totally deserve a season two, the plot is so interesting and exciting, chika and shito is freaking hot. Anyway, for kaichou wa maid sama i love the ending so much, usui "aishiteru" at the last scene is so cute. I realised i had been unknowingly expecting usui to be the one who confess but it was ayuzawa eventually, it's good cause i like it better this way. The ending is just so sweet. As for hana yori dango, i came to realise that the jap version is as good as the korea and taiwan version, even though i just watched the final movie. Especially with shota matsuda casting as sojiro, haha. I shouldn't have giveup watching after one episode in the past. So the movie ended with domyoji and makino married and makino pregnant, that sounds abit weird but they are really so sweet. The scene of them on stranded island is super sweet too, it's like domyoji love makino so much, so sure that he wants to be with her all along, he cares about her so much, and his dream is makino. I realise i use the word "sweet" for so many times throughout this entire post, haha.

2010-09-24T00:54:00.000+08:00

Howkx is so cute, she is so proud that she was the first to upload picture among us but i can't even take the pictures from her blog. so cute that i want to use a knife and stab her like chucky does. Anyway, i hate going out on rainy day, even with an umbrella i'm wet from head to toe. To make things worst, it's freaking cold in kbox. How long has it been since we went out together i can't remember, but this is probably the last before o'level. Tsb weird taste in clothes make the joke of the day in short. I love salmon curry bake rice. Stephanie love kan. Need to bring doggy to trim fur. Hkx keep taking picture of me because she think i am very cute. We are always so noisy together, i guess it can't be help.

2010-09-22T03:21:00.001+08:00

In the process.

Didn't do warmup before i went for a swim, accidentally pull my muscle and now i can't lift up my hand. It's so horrible. Anyway, it's the end of grad exam two, i am so excited for the result even though i know i will fail certain subject. Finally no need to stress up over the fucking bell which cause me to jump in the middle of examination every single time.

2010-09-19T16:15:00.000+08:00

When was the last time i play with photobooth? Three months ago? I need to get my life back.

2010-09-19T02:57:00.003+08:00

Catch "love cut" this noon with mum, the storyline is pretty touching, my eyes went red during certain scene. Initially i had no intention of watching this movie, only accompany mummy to watch it, but i must admit that it was pretty good. I am still waiting for a movie that will make me really cry to appear. Headed to town alone after dinner, plaza sing>313>citylink. Bought some cloth for my iphone case, and "looted" a new blazer on the way. Totally enjoy the silence of being alone but i am dead tired and bored.

p.s My whole family is turning into mason's fan, my current wallpaper is little mason.

2010-09-18T03:32:00.001+08:00

Nichkhun and little nichkhun. Aww, so cute. They really look alike, both insanely cute, but mason look cuter over here. Haha. I love them too much.

2010-09-18T00:45:00.000+08:00

Super Realistic Wall Paintings by David Jon Kassan
“My work is a way of meditation, a way of slowing down time though the careful observation of overlooked slices of my environment,” Kassan says in his artist statement. “It is the subtlety of emotion in my acquaintances that inhabit the aforementioned environment which intrigues me. My paintings strive for reality, a chance to mimic life in both scale and complexity. The viewer is given an eye level perspective of the subject. A view that is unbiased and in its most raw condition.”
I will never be able to guess that these are painting from the first sight, even with close observation, it's still hard to believe. His work is truly beyond amazing.

2010-09-17T01:37:00.001+08:00

1. Frida Gustavsson, my model crush. She got such a pretty face and to die for legs. Seriously, it took me so much courage to post this, i totally spoil her face i know. There is something off too, i think the sketch look so "dead".
2. I love taemin too much. The sketch is so fucking horrible that i thought i might as well just cover it with the real picture. I really hate myself. I just spoil whatever i draw, maybe i will just stick to drawing anime, atleast it is not as horrible of sketching human.
3. I had fun comparing all the different stage of the sketch.
4. I want to try sketching still life, but i couldn't find anything interesting so i thought of trying roses. It just kill me, comparatively much harder than sketching human. I was concentrating for over an hour and not even half done, all the details require different shade and it's just so hard to see. Seriously, regret, but i am going to finish it i guess.
5. I think i just proven how much i slack off during this period time, i just kept drawing and did not study at all. Whatmore, everything i drew is so horrible, i swear i really think it's ugly. That's just so sad, i need to find back my study momemtum and keep up my diet plan of no meal after six. Hopefully, but i am always so hungry at night because i usually slept at around five and that is no meal for 11 hours?

2010-09-12T02:40:00.001+08:00

The serpent of Eden twists through and around the beguiled wearer’s ear. Inspired by the tale of Eve in the Garden Of Eden.
Oh god, i am so tempted to buy this. I am going to buy this.

2010-09-12T00:58:00.001+08:00

This might be my second piece of work closest to originality. Many people mistook originality for an idea to appear out of the space without any inspiration. However sadly if that is the case, then i don't believe in originality. That depends on everyone different defination. Everything is inspired from something, even what we believe is original might be inspired too, registered in your subconcious probably, and subconcious is not within out control. Maybe that is why lady gaga is trying so hard, but even when she paint her whole body green, people may still accuse her of imitationg shriek. Ridiculous isn't it, but that's exactly the case, because this world is so big. Being inspired and cloning is different matter. But once again i emphasize it all depends on different understanding of this single word. I still believe in originality in fact, but it's really hard to create something original, distinct and personnal nowadays.

2010-09-11T18:38:00.001+08:00

I wonder if anyone still bother to read this, anyway i will still be posting here even if i am the only one reading it. Leaving myself at home is not really a good choice, i will start thinking too much. I hate this and recently i lost my momentum to study, it's really bad for this to happen at this period of time. I got so sick of life like this, life of staying at home the whole day, the sight of book throw me in disgust. I do not have a choice right, that's the worst.

2010-09-11T18:23:00.001+08:00

It's six in the evening and i just wokeup, great. Vampire diaries episode one is so much better than expected, even when i held such a high expectation. Nina dobrev is a excellent actress, i totally couldn't link eleana to katherine even though i knew they are the same person, even the smallest detail like the way katherine smile would differ from eleana. She is so pretty! I felt so sad for damon when katherine told him she had never love him before and add on the "it was stefan all along". Then he got rejected by eleana again. He probably earn alot more fans because of this, and without doubt due to his hotness. Damn, now i can't wait for episode two.

2010-09-11T04:36:00.003+08:00

I recorded music bank this evening and repeatedly watched it for over five times, only shinee and ftisland part ofcourse. First, i scream like mad when i saw shinee special stage with trax, i think the drum sound fit perfectly into lucifer and i love jonghyun current hairstyle so much! But my favourite will still be taemin. Secondly, Ftisland won the kchart! Mcountdown and now kchart, i am so happy for them. The girl band dance they were doing is madonna i guess, but the main point is they are just so freaking cute, and jong hun look so shy while hongki still manage to sing so perfectly while fooling around. Jaejin try to dance lucifer! Then all of them dance together, omg just so cute. Anyway, vampire diaries season two is out, i am mad happy, but i why must it be during this period, i will squeeze out time to watch it no matter what.
Oh, yesterday my crazy dad went to hide the cooking pot in the bathroom, seriously i don't know what he is thinking. I met hkx for dinner today and she overslept again, seriously feel like killing her. I am posting this so that i will remember and that bitch can stop quarelling with me that she only overslept for a few times.
p.s Saw snsd jap version of genie, still i think that yoona is so pretty.

2010-09-10T01:39:00.000+08:00

I just love their style and attitude.

2010-09-09T16:41:00.000+08:00

Three hours of sleep, went to geography consultation, went to study with class after consultation, brought grocery for dinner, went home feeling super hungry for not eating the whole day. Got nag by daddy while my sis all escaped, mummy and brother went to malaysia. Had noodle, washed dishes, blogging right now and going to continue to study geography later, one and a half more chapters to go and i need to start on poa, must memorize theory.
Title : Typical life of a student preparing for o'level student whose mum was overseas -.-

2010-09-05T19:08:00.000+08:00

Decision, choice. Choice, decision. Why must i fucking choose, i hate it. I would rather you force me and save me from all the trouble that is causing me headache. I really don't know. I really hate it.

2010-09-05T15:50:00.000+08:00

I think i will love ruki new hairstyle in red! Ah, so excited for it after i saw the preview. Anyway, i have given out my tag number for free, specially wakeup seven thirty in the morning to pass the tag and went back to sleep. Seriously i got spam call for the whole morning and until just now, but it was quite fun to be able to help others. I just saw on kaixin blog, and she didn't include the kindest cutest person in the list that she want to thank, how can she forget me who ran so fast that i felt that my lung was going to burst just to catch the last train, and accompay her to queue overnight. I'm just joking, actually it should be the other way round, i should thanks her for that, if i didn't have a crazy slutty friend like her which i can ask to queue with me in the middle of the night (in fact any time of the day), and someone crazy like her who keep pulling me to the front of the crowd, and because she is so thickskin to claim that she is wooyoung girlfriend so that the other girl we met at ukiss fanmeet that day recognise her and offer to help us buy tickets. Oh, and i really find it funny that the first time this guy call samuel was helping us after he bought the ticket he got chase away by the security, then the second time the security actually recognise him as the guy who bought the ticket and still refuse to go away then chase him away again. Going to study geography for now.

2010-09-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

Mummy's birthday celebration, i really think that mummy look pretty today. Anyway, i wanted to wear a dress but i drop that idea when my mum throw me the "you are abit too fat for dress" expression. In the end, i just put on my usual outfits of long jeans and top, diet tomorrow! I realise my brother has learn to open his eye bigger when taking photo. Hahaha.

2010-09-04T21:48:00.005+08:00

I got cat1 tickets for kpop concert. Finally. Happy. Tiring. Relieved. There was over four thousand peoples queuing overnight, unbelivable, it was damn chaotic and there was no proper queue, just stood there for hours. Oh yes i was in the crowd but got a number tag of 1800+. Therefore i am really grateful to the kind hearted girl who help us buy tickets, really grateful from the bottom of my heart, whatmore she didnt charge us any money at all. Omg, i love her so much. Fyi, she also help us during the ukiss fanmeet in our queue position and she help me pay first when my sister was frantically hailing cab for over an hour to pass me money. That reminds me of smrt stop work at je station today. I almost died taking two hours bus home today and wasted so much time and money on cab. Oh, and another nice guy who help us to reserve place in the queue. Ah, another nice guy who return my phone to the counter, i lost it in the toilet today for the second time. God bless all those kind souls with eternal good luck. Haha. Anyway, i want to give out my number tag to people who need the number tag too, because i believe that when we received help we should help others too. Oh but i told kaixin i want to charge ten dollars to get back my cab fare, seriously midnight cab fare can be quite ridiculous sometimes.

2010-09-01T01:02:00.001+08:00

My parcel finally arrived after over a month, and it was slightly dissapointing, but so comfortable to walk in.
Teachers day concert today was fun, it's really about everyone participating together. I bet it will be more fun if i don't have to tie that side ponytail, i wonder why some girls look so good in it and mine just look like shit. Anyway, my jeans is making it difficult for me to sit properly on the ground. I met with some difficulty while studying chemistry, that is all my notes was leave blank, something must be done or i will die on friday chem paper. So far, papers taken were good, pray hard that it will continue like this. I just received a prank call from someone who refused to tell me his name, and then i thought i heard he told me he dreamnt about me, totally lol and wtf. I almost thought it was my dad, people should just get a life.

2010-08-28T01:59:00.001+08:00

Annyeong nae sarang sarang sarang~

FTisland is making all other kpop band sounds like crap, especially those band with song heavily autotune, incomparable. I almost kill my brother for not recording this for me when i specially called home in the middle of dance practice to remind him.

2010-08-28T01:57:00.001+08:00

"The tradition is based on beliefs that babies with any sort of physical defect have no souls and that others, such as twins or triplets, are also "cursed".

Infanticide has claimed the lives of dozens of babies each year, say campaigners fighting to end the practice.
Babies who are girls, who have some disability or who have unmarried mothers are all in danger of an early death in a shallow grave in the rainforest. Others are suffocated with leaves, poisoned or simply abandoned in the jungle.
According to Dr Marcos Pelegrini, a doctor working in the Yanomami Tribe Health Care District, 98 children were killed by their mothers in 2004 alone."
- read more : http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/1555339/Girl-survived-tribes-custom-of-live-baby-burial.html

Wtf. This is totally inhumane, cruel and wrong. Utterly wrong. There is a bigger problem with those who say that outsiders should not intefere with the tribes culture. For god sake, those tribes people don't even know what they are doing, i think they should atleast be educated on the fact that some deformality is just cause by diseases especially when most of their mother was malnutrition during the pregnancy. How could mother bury their own child! How could anyone do that. Buried alive, that means the child will sturggle and suffer a long torturing death. It's so sickening and i almost couldn't finish watching the video of the child getting buried alive. I think those people who buried the child are the ones with no soul, not the child.

2010-08-28T01:12:00.003+08:00

I was in a bad mood an hour ago, but all my bad mood just vanished when i knew that d-na was going to be the sixth band! It's like something i never even dare to dream of, i always thought it's impossible for d-na to come to sg so soon, and then my wish came true. I swear that i always told kx it's impossible for d-na to come so soon. It's no doubt i am going to the concert at all mean. My top three favourite band now all on the same stage! FT island, D-na, Shinee, and i kinda like gdragon too. I just felt this rush of excitement when i saw that news and now i understand that it's not exaggerated that some people describe unbelievable news felt like they was dreaming. I think i am so happy that i might go crazy. Right now, at this moment i wish my sis is beside me so i don't have to shout and jump alone. Oh my god. Anyway, ft island new song love love love is super nice and addictive, it's worth all the wait, oh but i want to kill hongki hair stylist. I still love him alot, but i am not going to self deceive and told myself to like his hairstyle or even pretend to not care. How could i not care, i love him so much and now his hairstyle became like this, ugh. There is not even a need to comment on his vocal, just perfect. The mv is also pretty cool, the human puppet just add depth to the whole mv. I wish jonghun, minhwan and jaejin can get more shots, i hardly see jonghun throughout the mv. August is a month full of wonderful news.
Before i forget, i was down with flu for the past two days, horrible, i hate flu. Teacher's day dance rehearsal after chinese grad exam. I think i was constantly in motion, slightly hyper but nothing much compare to when i really get excited. Haha. I just couldn't sit still for long watching people dance. It's fun, but i got so annoyed but a square minded teacher over there. What we typically call an old virgin.

2010-08-24T00:51:00.000+08:00

I can't believe there is only five episode left, kaichou wa maid sama is plain awesome. Hanata finally came out, he is cute although i still support usui. I can't wait for the next episode! Initially i never thought i will like this anime but it just got better and better, i think i will be so sad when it end. Maid sama was also ranked the first anime, a global vote.

2010-08-23T02:25:00.003+08:00

Yet another replacement, lovely.

I can't believe i lost my way for the second time to the same venue, and this time i implicate dulcia as well. Now i got myself a new nickname as direction idiot. The dance session didnt last long due to the fact that i reached at six, dinner after that was simply a waste of money.

2010-08-22T16:30:00.002+08:00

Feeling guilty over the six hours out to watch liar game yesterday, guilty but not regret. The movie was freaking awesome, and i couldn't explain how excited i felt when i saw the drama i been watching now appearing on the big screen, when i try to promote the drama in the past people just ignore me. It's definitely their lost to miss out such a great drama. Well, akiyama is damn smart, and i knew he was whispering something to nao when he hug her, because throughout the movie there was no sort of romantic relationship between them at all. That was quite saddening, but atleast the movie ending part indicate that akiyama will stay with her, and i was glad i stayed long to be able to watch the last scene after the ending song. Anyway, i got dance practice with class now, one and a half hour late, overslept. My apology but sunday was the only day of the week i can sleep for more than five hours, spending a short three mins to post, i need to run now. Will update photos after kaixin sent me, hopefully within a month.

Body arts

2010-08-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

If you read my life for the past two days it will spell a word "dance". It's tiring to practice for two consecutive day, and on top of that i still practice lucifer at home, but i love it. It's also fun to practice with the class. Dance is probably the only enjoyable activity which make me sweat so much, i hate running especially. My back ache is back again even after two acupuncture session, and there is now a new temporary back ache cause by dacing. Anyway, i never touch a single book for the weekend, now i have got alot to catch up if i want to follow my study time table.

2010-08-14T00:58:00.001+08:00

Will i ever get tired of recalling those memories? It does not make any sense to me that why i miss it so much. I am pretty dead for oral, after memorising all the notes about casino, tourism, vandalism, youth olympic and sports, the question was a fucking global strikes? I don't even know what is that, and whats with the conversation starting off with a question like what thing make you happy and laugh out loud? Yes, the examiner stress on the "laugh out loud". I just kept silence for what seems like one whole minute, ransacking my own mind forcing myself to say something. Anyway, i can't wait to watch liar game. I can draw for hours without moving a inch, and it's about the same for dance, i can practice for hours. I love dancing, ignoring the fact that i can't dance.

2010-08-09T18:31:00.002+08:00

Last night my sis told me she saw a awesome dance cover on shinee lucifer, and the five guys dance move is perfect. When she show me the video, i really agree with her, as i immediately realise the five guys is jonghyun, taemin, key, minho and onew.
I spend the past three days at home studying, two more chapters and i will be able to finish the whole physics syllabus. The sinful shopping bug is creeping on me again, every minute i am fighting the temptation to throw aside my books and head off to town. The most effective method to fight this thought is to told myself that i am too fat to go out. Wait, let's wait. In the meanwhile, i shall be content hiding in my room studying, listening to lm.c song, and lm.c will be everything.

2010-08-08T21:45:00.002+08:00

Credits to various sites, some as far as a year ago, some as recent as an hour ago.

2010-08-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

Inspired by Jessica McCormack "blood tears". On top of being a amazing jewellery designer, she has the most inspiring blog i have ever seen.

2010-08-08T01:41:00.000+08:00

"Monsters are real, and ghost are reals too. They live inside us, and sometimes they win."
- Stephen King

2010-08-07T16:15:00.000+08:00

She felt as if a little part of her died. That initial anger she felt had turned to sadness, and now it had become something else, almost a dullness of sorts. Even though she was constantly in motion it seemed as if nothing special ever happened to her anymore. Each day seemed exactly like the last, and she had trouble differentiating among them. One time, she sat at her desk trying to remember the last spontaneous thing she’d done. She couldn’t think of anything.

- Nicholas Sparks (Message in a Bottle)

(via ponyanarchy)

2010-08-02T01:03:00.002+08:00

I like alice nine "senkou" new pv release two days ago! Even if i don't like alicenine that much compare to the past i still think that shou is unbelivably good looking. I like the new song too, finally one that i am very much in love after the few previous album. I think hiroto drop the visual look the most, he just look like a hot stylish japanese guy now. Haha. I couldn't find the video on youtube to share (i saw it on other site). Anyway, maya is 185cm, i didn't realise he was that tall while watching him on stage. Maya~
p.s I gt muscle ache in my arm, back and leg after yesterday concert. Consequence of not exercising often?

2010-08-02T00:55:00.000+08:00

It's a rebellious kid who hate adult posting over here. Is it true that when we grow up our brain will evolve from oval shape to square? If not can anyone explain to me that why adults always think that they are the smartest thing on world and think that they are always right. What i mean is, when the kid is trying to explain something they will just shut us out and disagree to whatever we are talking. They will praise us like we are dog if we did something good, i mean when listen to what they say what they want, and reprimand or punish us if we did what they think was wrong. Define wrong. Whatever it is, they just made it up themselves. I am really afraid to grow up and become a adult, afraid that i will become like them. It's not a single matter that trigger what i am posting over here but events that accumulated over a period of time. The ultimate trigger point was my sis criticising me of being immature and stupid to drop amath. First, i knew very clearly what i was thinking, and i knew i will end up failing all my subjects terribly if i didn't drop, isn't it better now that i can stop staying back till evening to do two question of amath and study poa at amath lesson which i usually spend staring into space and pretend to listen. It's not like i never try, but i still fail, it's not like i want to take amath from the start, it was the fucking school that force us to take amath and our whole class end up with over thirty five failures, they claim they did it for our interest, seriously we didn't even have a choice of what course we want. Our combine science was physics and chem purely because jss don't have enough bio teacher, what a big joke. I really could not stand people who say that they want to take the paper but not listening in class, what the hell are they trying to prove with that attitude, dissapointing the teacher over and over again, like what i did in the past, and thats partly the reason i drop.

2010-08-01T20:17:00.004+08:00

I suddenly remember that the girl at the concert said that i look like eighteen and kaixin look like nineteen, hahaha, how kai xin look older than me. I miss maya. Lucky stephanie get to take picture with lmc and sug! T.T Anyway, i was enjoying sug and lmc performance so much that i never thought of taking picture, only took picture and video of afterschool as kx ask me to. I couldn't bear to take my eyes away from lmc and sug for a second to take picture. Oh, and my position was right in the middle around six rows away from the stage but with a very clear view infront of me, damn happy that i don't have a single obstacle blocking my view throughout. I really miss maya, and did i mention that i never like lmc before i went to the concert, i only listen to one of their song "boys and girls", and now i am a fan of this amazing band. maya maya maya.

Sundown festival 2010

2010-08-01T04:45:00.003+08:00

Pictures tomorrow.
I will never be able this awesome night at sundown festival 2010. Anyway, reached at around eleven/twelve to queue and it was freaking hot as expected but better than ukiss fanmeet. I bought a banana and decorate sug name on it but had to threw it away as food was not allowed in uss. Play uno with random fans of afterschool and got interview by animax without knowing why. At around seven thirty we are allowed into the uss, and there was countless guard on road telling people not to run but still kx just pull me and ran like mad so and thanks to her for that. After a long wait, the first performance tenko and then follow by sug! Oh my god, takeru is super cute, especially when he does his signature pose "pull his mouthwide part" and smile his killer smile. I went crazy when i saw sug, everything that i thought i would be too embarass to do at a jrock live i did it naturally. Jumping around with my hand high up, my hair is dripping sweat, and i was shouting until my voice broke. The arm pushing and squeezing around me, the pain in my leg nothing seems to matter anymore.The kpop fans just stood around and watch and i was really irritated by that fact, we must look crazy to them, but for some reason i like them to think that we are crazy. Anyway, allow me to skip fcuz and afterschool, i use those time to rest, physically drain after sug performance (I was dead at the end of event) Oh, but i remember stephanie staring at me everytime during kan solo, irritating like hell, and kx saw this guy looking at afterschool video and his face keep twitching, scary. L.M.C is the last to peform, and their live is beyond awesome, it's amazing, really so amazing. I totally fell in love with maya, i freaking love his attitude and he look so hot, and the way he interact with the audience makes him a such a great a artist. First, he kept spraying water at the fans and my clothes and hair was wet but i was damn happy and i think i will die of happiness if i got his bottle. How lucky those fans who was sprayed by water in his mouth, i sounds like some crazy fans over here but that was exactly the case. Anyway, if i am one row infront i will be able to catch the water. Haha. Seriously to hell with all those kpop fans who keep wiping the water off. I was really sad when maya ask the fans to shout "rock, rock the lmc" and the voice didn't get any louder even though he ask the audience to be louder. I was screaming until my throat hurt. I got 0.5seconds of eye contact with him and now i am crazily in love with him. I love how he pour water on himself and with one hand sign all the fans went silent. I love it when he took a fan from a fan (sounds weird) and pose, then he threw it back, ah love his attitude like mad. He even step onto the box to shake hands with the fans. I love his voice and the little black bunny in his pocket and the way he suck a lollipop!Towards the ending where all artists came out, i was eagerly rasing my sketching of sug logo, and yugi point towards our banner and discuss something with the other member who i am too excited to remember. Ahhh! I saw online that yugi and maya got shocked during the sudden burst out confetti, i wish i can witness that scene, but unfortunately i got scare myself so i didn't saw. but i saw shinpei borrowing water gun from the water and play with it. Some of the kpop fans keep making rude remark to sug and lmc, i feel like asking them to stfu. They know nothing about jrock and they call maya gay, i would love to ask them to define gay, if they meant hot and awesome. Jrock band rock the stage, it's not that afterschool and fcuz is bad, but just look at the way they interact with fan, totally freestyle and cute, their awesome attitude, and how they make the live so enjoyable, how they raise our mood. Even in my dream it's not half as great as what i saw tonight. The whole concert end at around eleven plus. Oh, and i want to kill the mc for saying jpop instead of jrock, something so common sense and she don't know, whatmore she is the mc.
p.s I realise my toes bleed after i got home.

2010-08-01T01:54:00.004+08:00

LM.C

SUG

LM.C

SUG
MAYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
I LOVE MAYA
I LOVE TAKERU
I LOVE CHIYU
I LOVE MAYA
I LOVE MAYA
FUCK PHYSICS WHY DOES WATER HAVE TO EVAPORATE.

2010-07-31T01:51:00.000+08:00

Short update. On contrary to my previous post on o'level topics to be covered i went to sundown festival fanmeet today. I was really lucky to be able to stand at the second row even when we reached at around seven and the event start at seven thirty. I am seriously damn happy to see sug, they are so cute, and afterschool are all so skinny escpecially uee. Fcuz and LMC, i like the lollipop! There was black out when sug was on stage, and there was a guy behind me who is a fucking pervert that i will elaborate next time, the girl infront of me like takeru and chiyu too! Good taste, haha. Can't wait for the sundown festival tomorrow. I need to sleep now.

2010-07-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

Sug - Sparkling pv
What's wrong with all those people who criticize the pv, i think it's perfectly cute! Sug's music give people a positive feeling and liften up my mood, they seriously became hotter and i love their new style. The male lead in the pv is so good looking and the female lead is so pretty, but those girls in bikini just seems to be abit extra. Anyway, i am going to sundown festival, initially i just think that the concert is going to be enjoyable and will allow me to loosen up abit from all the "o'level coming" nagging, partly due to chiyu, but now i really want to see sug singing live.

Sug - five starz pv
Sug - p!nk masquerade
OH.MY.GOD. SUG. TAKERU. CHIYU. DANCING. RAPPING. VAMPIRE MAKEUP.

Crashing down

2010-07-29T22:07:00.003+08:00

Total of 96 chapters for chemistry, physics, emath, poa, geography and social studies, that is excluding amath. Total of 35 chapters that i am absolutely clueless and need to re-study whole chapter again, that is excluding those i am partially sure. Total of 30 chapters that i am confident of scoring well. It just feel like the end of the world, isn't it? The above is excluding english and hcl, there is still oral, compre and composition. I will soon became a piece of dead meat, and a rotten piece of meat stuck in secondary four when i got my result. Three months to o'level, i must atleast clear off a chapter a day. It's no use wishing me good luck, wish some miracle would happen on me instead. I will be grateful and i will work for it to happen.

2010-07-26T02:08:00.002+08:00

I think i can understand why everyone love usui so much. After he knew that misaki was feeling awkward and uneasy over their kiss, he went to kiss yukimura and make misaki think that he is just a "pervert" who kiss others casually. It's funny that they censored the kiss though. Yukimura is a guy fyi, a poor guy who was so traumatized that he took leave for a few days after that kiss. Haha. He always secretly care for misaki and seems to be so good at everything. This remind me of the scene where he played chess against a guy from miyabigaoka and when the guy told him that he was fourth in the international chess competition, his reaction was a "so?" Oh my, he is so funny. I thought i won't be obsess over this anime but seems like i did, obsessing over a 2d character. Hmm, atleast this was just the second anime i watch, although it does seems like i watch alot of anime but when i try to recall i realise i only watch vk before and for the rest it's only for one or two episodes.

Still (chinese version) - Hong ki
The chinese version sounds abit weird but how can i not love it. Hongki beautiful song, with the beautiful meoldy and the beautiful lyrics that i could understand immediately and sing along with him is just too awesome.

2010-07-25T03:47:00.001+08:00

"Im actually a hardcore otaku who likes maids than having three meals in a day and i only read books related to maids also i only visits maid cafes of course i also collect maid figurines i play games which feature maids and it turns me on so much that ill wear the maid uniform and jump in joy ill take my leave now" - Usui
That's how he reject a girl. I just burst into laughther in the middle of the night, usui is seriously funny, like how he insisit that misa fart just to irritate her.

Fallen angel of the devil

2010-07-25T01:42:00.002+08:00

I must be blind when i first saw shinee new concept, how can i not realise taemin look freaking hot in his current hairstyle! The more i look at lucifer mv the more i like his new look, he look much mature overall and his longer hair instead of making him look girlish does the opposite effect. I love his hairstyle with his fringe up in music bank and i think his outfit for lucifer is the nicest too. Anyway, i just found out what lucifer lyric is about, wanted to share over here but give up on the idea due to lack of better vocab. I think "love pain" is a nice song.
Reaction from both my sis was extreme and i find it interesting that one of them criticise shinee new concept while my other sis told me that she totally fell in love with key new hairstyle. That was the first real positive comment i heard from people around me regarding key new hairstyle (except for qh who is blinded by love, haha). She also think that tae min and jonghyun hairstyle is hot. Tae min!
Anyway i was an hour late for lesson today but ms yeong was even later than me, and miss ng accidentally revealed the time i reach to her when she compliment me for coming early today. Haha. Mrs chua didn't appear at all, i wonder of i heard wrongly about lesson on saturday. I find lesson within a small group like this really much useful as i got restless easily.

2010-07-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

credits : ellegirl, marijera

What can be more amazing.

2010-07-23T23:38:00.002+08:00

Assignment to be done by this weekend (reminder to myself) :
Physic worksheet
Chemistry worksheet
English compre and composition
E.math worksheet
Social studies worksheet
Geography and poa revision

Schedule for lesson on weekend :
E.math lesson - Tomorrow morning, 9am
Poa lesson - Tomorrow morning, 9am
Mentorship programme - Tomorrow morning, 9am

Great, someone need to teach me how to split myself into three parts.

2010-07-23T19:48:00.002+08:00

Yuki's hair is much harder than i thought, the hardest part. I literally die drawing it, and look at my hand. Haha. I was seriously stunned when aziz ask me if she was sucking his milk (jokingly), what the hell and laugh out loud.

edited/
2010 is passing way too fast, it feels like just the start of the year, now i really got no time to study for my exam.

Shiver pv + making of

2010-07-22T00:56:00.003+08:00

The gazette -shiver + making of
The gazette shiver pv is out! I love the song and the instrumental bridge is way awesome. I miss kai cute smile. Even though i said before i don't like their new hairstyle but i think it look much better and hotter in the pv compared to the photos. The gazette member really got their individual charm.

2010-07-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

Lambo is so cute! I just love his cow pajamas and his innocent big eyes with that bushy head. Stephanie claim that infant lambo is her son, haha. I had salmon cream soup pasta for dinner, been craving for cream pasta for 12345678 years. Found a set of pencil perfect for shading, i shamefully admit that i don't really know the difference between all the different "B" until jinyee explained to me. I am about to finish the last page of my sketch book. Hyunmin birthday in 21mins time, but seoul time is an hour ahead of sg time so Happy birthday to husky hyun min!

2010-07-21T20:40:00.001+08:00

I didn't know i was hoping until i felt dissapointment. That was the problem all along, i don't know, even now i still don't. I am sorry but i chose to avoid and not think about it, and you probably don't care anymore. I wish time will freeze and i can have all the time i want, but i was swallowed by this insecure feeling as each second pass by.

mika > aoi > byou

2010-07-21T01:52:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOD. I am too agitated, shock and excited to blog properly right now. The gazette Aoi got twitter account! His account was created a around month ago, i know i was super slow alright but i am still so excited because i found byou twitter account through his account! This is plain crazy. Omg, omg, omg! I feel like screaming and jumping around but it's midnight and i can't. Ahhh! What got me most excited is that i found aoi account through mika account! I knew mika idol is gackt but i didn't know he like the gazette, and he is most probably a fan of jrock! Imagine that, having the same idol as your idol! I really can't explain how excited i feel right now, like i'm on drug, but definitely a little more crazy than that. If other the gazette member or alice nine had an twitter account i will literally die of excitement. I did mention that all dna member got twitter acc? I am so happy, and dae guk nam ah english name is the boss (the boys of super space), dna is shortcut for dae guk nam ah, like snsd is also short cut but not the official english name girls generation, so it's still alright to call them dna/dgna. I dislike people who correct others without getting the fact right. Anyway, saw shinee "lucifer" mv, i love their dance!
Watched "inception" with celina, jj and pearldog yesterday. I think the movie is damn awesome and i seriously don't mind watching it again. I am so tense throughout the movie due to the sound effect, and i jump from my seat several times. The movie plot is really brilliant. I am dying to know if he was back in the real world or still dreaming at the last scene, the screen cuts to black before it show the top topple over. I had five hours of nap this evening and now i feel wide awake, it's two in the morning.

2010-07-20T01:23:00.000+08:00

I guess drawing is impossible to quit. I start practicing to draw manga character now instead of sketching real life portrait. Start off with my favourite anime after a few practice of random characters. vk! The symbol at the corner and their clothing is obviously not done yet, and i realise i got a bad habit of posting undone work.

2010-07-17T02:18:00.002+08:00

"It's an awful truth that suffering can deepen us, give a greater luster to our colors, a richer resonance to our words. That is, if it doesn't destroy us, if it doesn't burn away the optimism and the spirit, the capacity for visions, and the respect for simple yet indispensable things." - Lestat

Struggle

2010-07-17T02:05:00.003+08:00

Optical illusion, man in paper. Inspired by a video online, really admire the original artist who create such a creative and original piece of work. In fact finished drawing few days ago but only manage to transferred the file today, i was just trying to prove that i already start restricting myself to draw so that i can concentrate on study since yesterday. Friday night shall be my rest day so here i am blogging. Drawing in the second photo was done quite some time ago, rough sketch in within less than fifteen minutes, background was supposingly forest but i was too lazy to do it properly and thus result in the scribbled background. Inspired by a photograph from ellephoto. I simply adore her photographs.

2010-07-17T00:38:00.020+08:00

FT island - Treasure
FT island is really unique, maybe because the kpop industry is flooded with dance band, dark concept, or maybe because everyone in FT island can sing so well, drummer bassist guitarists, and hongki voice is really beyond description. I don't think i will ever fail to recognize his voice, unique and amazing vocal. I love it when he talk like jeremy, adorable like mad. Love seung hyun's smile at around eight seconds of the mv. I think it will be better if they can cut their hair or style it, maybe they are going for the casual look or something but i still do prefer hongki hairstyle like in after love and raining. I also realise that their hairstyle didn't change much from flower rocks to brand new day to treasure. Anyway, treasure is a nice song, i like each of their solo.

Shinee lucifer teaser
Jong hyun is freaking hot! The teaser definitely look cool, saying that i anticipate the full mv to be release will be an understatement. Same goes for u kiss new single. Can't wait!

edited/
I was debating myself few moments ago, shopping or study tomorrow? I understand that study is the priority but three months without shopping or any form of entertainment in this case, seriously? I think i will be rotten when found. I need a nude color tank and leather jacket. Anyway i was absence for assembly for this entire week, being late is a tendency. I hope i can be punctual for tomorrow morning lesson.

2010-07-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

I officially start preparing for my grad exam two now, with much determination. In the middle of packing all the notes from sec3 and sec4, it's going to take at least five hours given to the mess. It's going to be hard with so much too study and only three months to o' level, so this post is here to remind me not to give up. I didn't regret not studying earlier though, got my own plan. Drawing is my biggest distraction now, need to stop myself by keeping away my sketchbook. That's all. Goodbye, everyone work hard too.

2010-07-12T01:38:00.003+08:00

The boss - stumble stumble 100710
Mika can easily pull off any piece of clothe, even rags for sure will look stylish on him. Another two minutes plus performance, i hope there will be more three minutes one, i love the part where all of them do the "oh" move. My page tend to lag if i upload too many videos so i will just put the link, and i am happy to post it even if no one bother to view it. I love the boss.

No.666

2010-07-12T01:13:00.004+08:00

I saw the original drawing of this demon online and decided to attempt drawing it myself. My camera battery was running low so this one was hastily shot and posted. Shading of certain part was not exactly done, just wanted to share it first. I don't understand why some people think that a drawing must definitely be pretty, as in when i ask my mum about her opinion this afternoon she say it was ugly and it was the demon she was reffering to, is there any good looking demon? If you exclude vampire like damon. Haha. Anyway, i am starting from zero now, been searching all over the webs for tutorial on how to draw eyes. My sketch book is filled with my horrible sketch eye of various shape and sizes to indicate various emotion. The idea of looking for tutorial online never appear in my mind until today, i have never attend any drawing lesson or course in my whole life and always got a C grade in my primary school art. I guess it was still pretty obvious. I never learn how to shade, and how to draw properly, drawing was all along my interest and thats all. Hopefully some slight improvement after i look through all this tutorial, and i will be so easily satisfied.

I will be wearing spectacle to school tomorrow, aww, that sucks. Shinee new concept photo is scaring me, jonghyun one look the most acceptable so far, and i am really anticipating key new concept photo. Water, earth, metal, air, fire is the concept according to some fans, key concept will be fire then?

Triple tap

2010-07-11T05:07:00.000+08:00

It was good to be ignorant sometimes, i imagine myself queuing the longer queue and being late for the movie for atleast twenty minutes. I was glad that we queued at the "internet booking" queue which was pretty short, and by luck the staff didn't say anything about it. My strongest memory movie was the scene in jail, they talked about this girl fall in love with a guy when she saw him at her sister friend funeral, few days later she killed her sister. It is normal to wonder why and kinda abnormal if you know why. Turns out that she killed her sister so she can see the guy at the funeral again. That was plain pyschotic. I would have say triple tap is a nice movie if i watch it for a second time, pretty confusing over certain part of the movie but clearer now to have my smart sister explaining to me. Anyway, went arcade after the movie, i should be able to lose some fats ecspecially fats in arm area if i go there frequently. It's super tiring after the third round of basketball for my case and i was sweating like mad. People often associate arcade with bad kids, or is it only me? Well, it's definitely not that for my case, the games are so much fun and can be real addictive. I found this pyschology website which is so interesting that i read it for almost an hour unknowingly. Music really can affect a person mind not only for short term but long term, and some people shout and scream over something just because he/she feel insecure.

Creamy much?

2010-07-08T23:34:00.002+08:00

Cream pasta! First time tried fixing dinner at home, it didn't taste half that bad to my surprise. Thanks mummy who became my assistant in the kitchen just for tonight and thanks to jinyee who literally guide me along in the supermarket. I believe the second attempt will be much better, maybe more sauce and less pasta?
p.s Only one by Alex band is insanely nice.

2010-07-08T01:49:00.000+08:00

"I realized aloud in the midst of saying it that even when we die we probably don't find out the question as to why we were ever alive. Even the avowed atheist probably thinks that in death he'll get some answer. I mean God will be there, or there won't be anything at all." - Lestat

Queen of the damned

2010-07-08T01:28:00.003+08:00

I admit that i think this movie plot really sucks, there was nothing exciting about it. It was cool with lestat topless in leather pant, rock the crowds, akasha walking like snake, eating heart, and the movie lines, but the plot could have been better.

VD

2010-07-07T01:32:00.003+08:00

Finished watching vampire diaries season one within two days amd now i can't wait for season two. It's beyond awesome, i love the plot, and it only got better as the story progress. I am not going to say that i dislike stefan but i definitely like damon more. He is freaking hot with that smile and his bad vampire image. I almost forget watching eclipse this morning, romance part of the movie bored as hell, the guy behind me laugh almost everytime jacob appear. I admit i got pretty hard time surpressing my laughter in the first scene he appeared, unexplainable stuffs. I just felt this emptiness everytime i finished a show or something, i suppose that is normal.
Can you imagine sitting infront of the screen having a overload mind but not being able to find a way to express your thought. I think i suffer words constipation.

2010-07-05T15:49:00.001+08:00

I am sorry no picture as promise, i left my camera at home. Anyway, i am not very comfortable with taking pictures nowadays. Kbox yesterday, from korean song to english song to chinese song to jap song and to opera song. Let me give an example of each, for korean "i did wrong", for english "toxic", for chinese "wang qing shui", for jap "tears", for opera ask siewbee. I was tired but it still kinda fun, and i think i have to bring winter jacket there next time. Supposingly to meet jinyee for movie today but tickets all sold out, and hopefully i can watch it tomorrow since it's not public holiday. I think i am turning into a vampire obsess girl, with me playing vampire live, watching vampire diaries and eclipse (soon), and with my idol looking much like one. It's abit crazy, but it's only i think, i am not, pretty sure about that. I don't think i mention watching vampire diaries, been wanting to watch it like few months ago, maybe longer but i knew if i watch it i will not be able to concentrate on my study and as i am really hardworking at the start of the year i decided to wait. It's really a nice show, i am now on episode six. Nina dobrev is unbelievably beautiful.

2010-07-04T03:01:00.000+08:00

I apologise for spamming this space with vids, but it's too awesome to not be share. I really love their outfit in this performance, and another one is the outfit for their photoshoot among all the other for stumble stumble. Mika leather jacket and karam blazer! Each performance is better than the previous one, i pray hard that dgna will get the newcomer's award, they totally deserve it. There is another bonus to learning their dance, you can really see the difference even if they change the steps abit.

2010-07-04T01:51:00.002+08:00

The dance i am learning at this moment. 1.19 (karam "oh"), i really don't know how to do that move without looking weird. 2.08, i can't help laughing at mika who almost get up at the wrong beat, he is so cute. It's shou birthday tomorrow! It's scary how fast time flies, seven months of year 2010 pass without notice. How long have it been? I hope for a difference. I will post photo of my new hair tomorrow, and you may notice something else i did for a change!

2010-07-04T00:31:00.000+08:00

MIKA! OH MY MIKA! Mika in the first scene and when mika on the floor, he is like...HOT. I love whoever upload it to youtube yesterday. Anyway, FT island new song out, i love it, oh but hongki hairstyle is getting more and more "not nice". I still love FTisland as much.

I got my haircut! I don't really like it but it will grow soon enough, just let it be. Haha.

2010-07-02T16:57:00.002+08:00

Rain or shine i must step out of my house tomorrow. I decided that i can't just stay at home like this all day long even if it's enjoyable, i am so fat that i can't really be bother to dress myself nicely when i go out, so ugly and lazy that i go out with just eyeliner and messy hair. This can't go on. Diet and shopping trip starts tomorrow, most important of all, haircut. Finally made up my mind to cut my hair after months and i can't bear my out of shape hair anymore. Freaking sickening tiring exam finally over, i need some fresh air now. I start to draw again, and it's really disheartening, a little critism just destroy every single effort i put in it. It's hard to understand, i may be use to but i still can't say that i felt nothing. I know it's bad, ugh, whatever. I can swear that i will flunked GE1 badly, probably the worst i have ever did in my whole life. I have no idea what i scribble down on the paper with an empty mind. You know there is this kind of person who keep complaining about how badly they will fail and end up getting good grade, i dislike them. When i say i didn't study means i really didn't if i say i did means i did, what is there to be f.proud about that you need to lie that you didn't study. Anyway, the bus door almost slam into my face while i was trying to get down today, the brainless uncle just press the door close while i was on the steps. My mood is down, my luck is also down.
p.s I got the impulse to take a scissor and cut out all my fats.

2010-06-29T21:06:00.003+08:00

I reached school at 715 today, nothing unusual except for the fact that i am suppose to reach school at 10, and i am three hours early. My memory is failing me, actually not entirely my memory to blame, because i didn't even know what time am i suppose to report, and i didn't know there was math exam after physics. It's alright since i am not going to touch a single note on math. I spend three hours in the school library revising for physics and vampire lives. Exam all the way to four in the noon but two hours break in between, i am going to die soon, only slept two hours the previous night. Chemistry and math tomorrow, i give up. Oh, and today physics paper even though i did study for it, it's a 95percent fail. Damn it. I didn't hand in my graph paper for math exam because i ask xp if i need to staple the graph paper behind the answer sheet (or maybe the teacher will collect it seperately) and she heard my question wrongly and say no need. I ran up to the stage and pass it to the teacher after i realise that i need to staple it behind, and people laugh at me afterward, i remembered doggy lim. T..T
Anyway, in a interview of dgna :
Mika (@Mika90628) and Injun (@Injun0309) has started the online social network Twitter not too long ago. Mika has said that “we haven’t even promoted overseas but there are people who are following me from Japan, Thailand, needless to say Singapore, and also from Brazil” and that “I think that I really need to improve my foreign languages to be able to communicate with all these fans”.
Credit : nocutnews.co.kr (source) + kimchiluv@enchanteDNA (translator)
I am so happy that mika mention singapore.

p.s Happy birthday to dongho!

2010-06-28T14:12:00.002+08:00

credits : CR Seez | enchanteDNA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKA AND KARAM. I LOVE MIKARAM SO MUCH! They are suppose to be 20 and 19, but the korea age system can be really confusing sometime.
Anyway, school reopen, humanities exam on the first day of school. Flunked. I was left like fifteen minutes and nothing to do for my social studies exam because i leave a twelve mark question blank. Ironically i don't have enough time to do geography, i don't know how many time i am going to repeat that brainless mistake, it's recurrent nightmare, i still don't understand why i always forgot that i need to choose question, because i went to do all, and that's why i can't finish the paper. Last year, eoy i did the same thing exactly. Ugh.

2010-06-27T02:47:00.000+08:00

I am suppose to study right now, but my sis chase me out of the room when i on the light while she was sleeping and i try to study beside my comp but fail to resist to the temptation of using it, so here i am blogging. Throughtout this entire holidays, i only studied eight chapters of physic and nothing else, not even picking up a single book and pretend to read. I am really horrible i know, but i can't get myself to study. Bascially i did nothing this holiday, nothing but watching vids and spamming idol stuffs, if only life could carry on like this and i didn't have to go back to school on monday. It's really a enjoyable life, you have no idea how much i detest school and exam. I can sense my mood swing coming, feeling sad all of the sudden, think about problem that i am not suppose to. Problems regarding my family, study, weight and alot more. I can literally hear my brain cells screaming. I don't understand why my mum always think that i dislike her, it's obviously not that case. Which child in the right mind would hate their parents who did so much for us, but i think i can understand her abit cause i use to think that she hate me too in the past. Oh, well. Time to study now, i just need to check out dgna forum first. Hehe.

Shiver

2010-06-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since i last post about the gazette. The gazette new single "shiver" is coming out on 21july. "Shiver" will be the theme song for anime "kuroshitsuji" season 2. Regarding their new style, i must say that i still prefer ruki hairstyle in distress and coma. I don't like it when he perm his hair like this and in before i decay. I am glad kai don't have the braided hair (sorry if i spell wrongly) anymore. During the fifteen seconds preview of the song i got the feeling that i am going to love it. Anyway, i went to check out about "kuroshitsuji" as i never watch it before. I got to admit that initially i thought ceil is a girl due to this fanvid i saw online, everyone is talking about couple ceil and sebastian. I guess gender doesn't really matter in anime as long as the character are hot. Haha. Looking forward to the full video of shiver.

2010-06-25T17:08:00.002+08:00

The second picture is karam wallpaper done by me. It's not very well done but i am going to post it on dgna international forum later on. I love dgna so much, love them so much that i find it unbelievable myself. I can't really decide who is my favourite, because all of them is my favourite, maybe i am a little bias toward mika, karam and hyunmin. I love all their voice, but i think i like mika vocal most, ecspecially after i heard the song "a man cries" that he sing with another singer before dgna debut. I have that song on repeat mode throughout the whole night before i fell alsept, i love the melody and the chorus part which mika sang. Mika really stand out among the crowd, he got this special aura around him which make him so attractive and hot. Karam is so beautiful that it's hard to believe he is real, i thought those eyes of his can only be found in manga before i saw him. I really love hyunmin smile, he should smile more, he look so cute when he smile. All of them can dance like pro too. Dgna age range is from 16 to 19, mika will turn 20 in three days time! They are so young, and they actually debuted in xing two years ago, exclude the member that i don't know, mika is only seventeen back then and he is the oldest in the group! Oh, and kevin is from xing too. I think it's the third generation kevin, mika, hyunmin and jay are all in xing that time! Anyway, yesterday i watched IL and IU. IL is super funny, mika intro vid is so hot, but it's really funny because in bts he actually choke on the water. I am sad that karam is not present. I don't really know people from ze:a and f.cuz, but their style is pretty obvious who is from which band, ze:a members have rather short and boyish hair and look cuter than f.cuz overall. Haha. I like kuanghee who love to fart. Anyway, the pass paper game is weird? Dgna is super hot! Mika and hyunmin seems totally comfortable with each other even when mika almost kiss him. Jay is so cute when he refuse to bite away the piece of paper from injoon mouth and the rest of dgna member force him to do it. I can't wait for episode8 and see if he is gonna do it. I watched the whole episode without subs but i realise i can enjoy the show as much without subs because of dgna. IU is nice too, i cheer out loud during karam first goal, i knew he can do it since his speciallity is soccer, everytime he got the ball he ran real fast. Soohyun score the second goal, and he immediately ran to hug alexander, it's abit awkward that leejoon just stand by the side and smile. I conclude that my top five favourite band is ftisland, ukiss, dgna, shinee, mblaq (top three not in order). I am positive that dgna will be very famous in future.

2010-06-23T19:22:00.000+08:00

I love today weather, it's been too hot for the past few days and it finally start to rain last night. Probably because sg weather is also feeling sad over u kiss departure. Going to join my sister for dinner later, actually if not for the fact that i need to use the atm machine i would have choose to stay at home and eat cup noodle while watching vids online. Anyway, previously i mention that i stop watching idol league at ep5 because ukiss have left the show, but i am shock to realise that dna is the new idol group on the show! I am going to watch it now. Haha. Anyway, i know i have been spamming too much idol stuffs recently but i can't help it either, and i am going to post another post on dna later on.

Goodbye.

2010-06-23T06:04:00.002+08:00

Rushed to aiport to send ukiss off but i miss my last chance to meet them. I am super frustrated at myself for being such a slow fans and only manage to find out their flight time at around eight near nine, when their flight was at ten. I called qh and we met within twenty minutes time and cab down there in a rush, but end up at the wrong terminal and so we took train but by the time we reached there ukiss already left to check in. I can't explain how sad i felt. I decided since we are already there we will go to welcome beast, and at around 2345 we saw them coming out, saw them very clearly, everyone follow them as they walk along the entrance but we left the crowd and saw this cute couple which probably took the same plane as beast walking out and the guy imitating the fans shouting in a very gay manner. He is super funny and they saw us looking at them so his girlf was trying to stop him. Haha. Anyway, after that we went to have supper, toast dipz is delicious but the choc is abit too sweet. Anyway, i had a empty seat beside me so i put my kevin banner there and told qh he is sitting there (joking). I turn around to the empty seat and said "oh my husband, (blah blah), and i realise that the uncle sitting at table beside me was staring at me. I felt so embarassed that i kept hiding my face, and i heard that uncle said to his friend in dialect, "yi ga yi eh ang gong wei" (she is talking to her husband). Oh my, i really want to find a place and hide, luckily they left soon enough. I saw that guy which look very much like jonghyun again, previously i saw him at the shengsiong show, and i saw him at the airport today. Yesterday, i saw him in a fan vid. Haha. By the way, what kevin tweeted is so sweet, i love him so much.

2010-06-22T19:50:00.002+08:00

Oh my god, kevin and alexander was at ion mall eating icecream an hour ago. I want to strangle myself for not going town today. Anyway, it's too late now, cause the tweet is via web which means that they left long ago. They are still in sg right now and will be only leaving tonight, but i don't know what time is the flight. I think i will go if i know, last chance to catch a glimpse of them. I heard that the stalker fans was really harsh to ukiss, and some of them got trip and push around. Sounds horrible. Anyway, i just saw this news on shindong which make me kinda burst into laughter but felt sad for him at the same time. Shindong say that he is fat so he works toward being funny, but sometimes he is not as funny as others, he decided that he can't carry on like this, and so he went to lose weight. There was this period of him which lose twenty kg, and even his double chin dissapear. I don't really know cause i am not suju fans. Then guess what the reporter report? Even after he slim down he is not handsome, whatmore suju got siwon and heechul. He is funny but not as funny as leetuk. On stage, he is not as good as eunhyuk. He got less invitation to variety show after he slim down too. As a result, he began to ate alot and gain back his weight. The end.
p.s I really want to see ukiss again.

stumble stumble

2010-06-22T03:03:00.000+08:00

Jay is finally not wearing his shade. I think i am mad to say that i love dna as much as i love ftisland and ukiss, but it's absolutely true. I like dna from the first time i saw their mv, like exactly what happen when i saw alicenine for the first time. Haha. I love Karan and Hyunmin the most. I am really happy and excited when i saw stumble stumble mv and live, all of them look so freaking hot, i think they all got the right hairstyle this time round. I really don't like hyunmin hairstyle in admiring boy, his previous hairstyle is much nicer and his current hairstyle is freaking hot, same goes to mika and jay. Hyunmin got good vocal, in fact all of them sing very well, i think stumble stumble is a pretty good song, and the dance is cool. Dna is unique in their own way. Karam got too many shot in the mv, but it's awesome cause he is too good looking, and he is a great dancer.

2010-06-21T20:31:00.005+08:00

Second post on ukiss in sg. It's a long post and only blog it so that i will always remember how i feel at this moment of time. Didn't take any picture because my hand was busy with the banner and the photo i took always came out blur. I try to took a picture when ukiss was leaving the fanmeet and it came out blur as expected, but you can see that the distance was pretty close in the sixth photo. Anyway, a little drama happen when we was about to enter garden plaza, as we bought the ticket from this girl who won it from warner music, they only issue out tickets at 2pm, but we start queuing at eight and the stuffs dont allow us in and expect us to join the queue at 2pm after we got the tickets. I find it super ridiculous and unreasonable, so kx told the security to call the person in charge out and we quarrel with her for a long period of time, actually is kx quarrel and i am trying to reason things out, haha. In the end, we came to the conclusion that she will help us find a front spot when we enter at 2pm, so we sat in the shopping centre meanwhile and concentrate on the banner. Eli and Kiseop was wearing shade when they reached imm, and kiseop look so hot in his shade. Kevin is so cute to keep doing the heart pose to fans, and kiseop stand up and wave and dongho keep dancing and pouting (super cute) during the fan sign. When the fansign ended dongho stretch and everyone scream, haha, how did he manage to look so cute when he stretch. Unfortunately, kevin position is abit too far to hear my area of fans shouting his name, but he did turn toward this direction once and appear to be looking at his banner for a moment as i mention in my previous post. I wrote a letter to kevin and ask steph sis to help me pass to him. Anyway, after the fanmeet ended we were rushing to queue for the shengsiong show and didn't have time to stalk them further, so i look up for the vid online and in the vid eli, kevin and alexander was drinking bubbletea. My voice became abit weird from shouting too much after the fanmeet. Even though we rush there almost immediately there was a long queue when we reached mediacorp but we were sitting at the fourth row which is really near the stage (thanks to qh aunty act), the camera captured my banner for a few times. During the shengsiong show ukiss perform manmanhani, i thought they are going to perform mworago or binguel bingeul, but both will be equally awesome. Their live is so good that i didn't realise they are singing live until qh told me. I realise that three quarter time of the performance i am looking at kevin, same goes for the fanmeet. I love him so much. Sometimes i will stop shouting to just look at him and try to memorise his face, and i sound so much like a sicko. Haha. The screaming is so much louder compared to the screaming recorded. During the interview when ask about favourite sg food alexander replied chilli crab almost immediately, and kevin mention hainanese chicken. Alot of people didn't heard the word hainanese but only the word chicken. "we actually had chicken rice before we came here." His english accent sound so nice. I didn't knew Eli is so pro in chinese too, and i think they are the first korean band who don't need a translator in sg. Dongho said his age wrongly, fifteen instead of sixteen, i think he was confuse by the korea and international way of calculating age. When the mc ask what they think of sg girl, ukiss turn around and say beautiful, they are so cute. I rewatch shengsiong show for about five times today, obviously only ukiss part. Shengsiong show is now a hot topic on twitter. Anyway, i am still feeling sad over the fact that i can't go to the showcase.

dying. died.

2010-06-21T19:16:00.002+08:00

I'm dying. I want to go to the showcase so much but i don't have ticket. Seriously, it's such a torment, and i cried. My heart is tearing apart for me to acknowledge this fact that they are at the sg showcase right now and i am at home watching their m'sia showcase vids.

I love kevin

2010-06-21T05:38:00.001+08:00

Watching shengsiong show my sis recorded for me right now, around six hours ago i was watching it live in the mediacorp! I didn't sleep at all for the previous night, start preparing at six and reach there at around seven, eight in the morning. The whole place was like an oven, seriously the sunlight and heat was unbearable and my leg was in pain, feels like its burning when expose to the sunlight. kx hair was dripping water after the fanmeet end. During the fanmeet, kevin look toward the direction of my banner, and dongho wave back when we call out his name. omg, seriously i can't explain how much i love u kiss. They already look so perfect on television and i can't believe that all of them look hotter in rl, ecspecially kiseop! Dongho stretch after the autograph session and he is so cute! When the fanmeet ended we squueze and push our way through to the right side of the railing where ukiss leave, and the distance was so close. Thanks god i still got my voice and hearing, the scream was deafening. Everything still felt so unreal right now. I feel so energetic even with food for over ten hours and sleep for over 30hours, but i fell asleep unknowingly on the sofa just now. I really love kevin, really really love him. Anyway, i am going to sleep now and i will upload the details and photos in the noon when i wakeup. Kevin tweeted in singlish, and say that he is in love with sg. I love him so much.

2010-06-20T02:23:00.000+08:00

Countdown to ukiss arrival : 14hours

I am super excited that i doubt i can fall asleep tonight. Anyway, i am going to wakeup at six tomorrow to queue for the fanmeet (i got the ticket!), so now i am only left with four hours of sleep, and kevin banner is not done yet! I went to print photo today but i forgot to collect it on time, i feel like slapping myself. Anyway, i only saw the UW magazine today, and if only i saw it earlier. In the interview, they say ukiss are like family, alexander is mum, soo hyun is dad, kibum is uncle, eli is son, kevin is sister (why he always got the female role, haha), dongho is dog. Hahaha. Alexander reveal that they may have a special performance in sg! I seriously love ukiss, ecspecially kevin! Anyway, i finish watching idol league, but only until ep5 because ep6 onward only ze:a left in the show. Now i am watching this new show of them, and it's super funny, they are working so hard. I will definitely go to the restaurant if i live in korea.

p.s omg, i just sign in to my msn acc and all my contacts dissapear, i think it's virus, but the problem is i didnt sign in to msn for a month alrdy and i didn't click any link at all. ugh.

2010-06-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

I can't explain my excitement when i spotted "kevin" at the back of my watch. Due to the frequency of my watch spoiled in a month time i already plan to not to buy any watch, but this one is different and i really like it. Anyway, i cook spaghetti, it's super delicious when taste at six in the morning with an empty stomach. kx quick and easy wanton noodle plastic melt when we put it into the micro oven. Learning after school "because of you", and i realise that i never really fully learn finish any dance. Felt dead after staying up for the whole night and wokeup by mum after two hours nap. I did mention that my mum is back? I finish one of the ukiss banner, and i can't wait to do the other one now despite my slight headache.

p.s actually the spaghetti is bought froom seven eleven quick and easy and i just heat it up myself, i still haven't got a chance to try cooking spaghetti by myself. haha.

2010-06-17T08:06:00.003+08:00

It's 8am in the morning, lesson in an hour time and i am not asleep yet. Some bitch name how is beside me! Stay over is fun. Vids spam and dinner/breakfast at 6am, i cook spaghetti. Picture later. By the way, ft island, ukiss, shinee, mblaq, dna, nickkhun and junsu is yt boyf. Seunghyun and wooyoung is not kx's.
By : (above mention)+gazette and alicenine and screw and versailles gf. (yt)

i think kaixin dam cute, btw wooyoung is kx bf!!!!, and nickhun is not yt's,
and she say i only can type one sentence, thats th reason for so many commas.
by: wooyoung's gf (kx)