even is i convince myself that it's acceptable as a first attempt, this thing still look like shit to me.
it's not soak in dye, but paint! and not even circular shape.
so i specially make a trip to jp today and bought the wrong item, paint instead of dye.
i am going to see the result in ten minutes time, and i can already foresee how pathetic it will look.

nevermind, i believe failure is the stepping stone to sucess. (laugh)
i shall try again next time