i am so fat and ugly
seriously, i am beginning to detest myself more and more.
I love to stare at pretty girls on street, but it never fail to make me develop more self concious.
maybe it wasnt a bad thing after all, to be self concious
i envy skinny girls who can wear sleeveless shirt! girls who look so nice in any outfit and look sexy in legging.
i wanted my hair to have thick volume and long, but my hair is totally on the oppose, little volume and kinda short, dull black color. i even got a fringe which make me look like retard now.
my eyebag and dark ring is quite serious, isnt it?

porbably i should make h1n1 as an excuses to wear mask out, i should stop scaring people.