Fashion victim.
Recently Qianhui told me about this girl who steal money to buy branded stuffs. I don't understand, if you don't have the money, why put on a fake mask and try so hard to dress yourself like a rich girl. Some people just love buying fashion fads to use them like a fashion security blanket.

Anyway, i realise i am suffering from Dendrophobia. I will panicked whenever i walk (actually i run, walking beside a tree is unbearable) past a tree, and my mum told me that when i am young i will try to avoid it by standing as far away as possible. I can't find an explanation for it. I don't dare to lift my head up to look at the tree, and i still remember there is this whole role of super tall tree near my old apartment with super thin stem, i always got this feeling that the trees will fall on me when i walk past, and i often cant help to imagine myself hanging on the highest point of the tree, worst nightmare ever. Trees are scary and disgusting, they got this evil look. Especially during windy day, the tree will sway and look like claw. As i grow up the fear lessen but i still have phobia of trees. I actually feel much better when someone is with me. If i am left alone in the forest i would rather kill myself, sometimes even picture of big trees will send a shiver down my spine. I wonder if it is normal.