Struggling

I feel like i am in the middle of the ocean, struggling. It's gonna be hard but i must move on. God bless me. I got plans for my future. One, be a stewardess, find a rich guy on the plane and marry him, then quit the job and enjoy my life. Two, open a boutique with my sis, let er mei mei be my model. Hahaha. Three, serious now, i actually consider to become a kindergarten teacher, but i don't want to clean the children shit. For a female teacher it's unavoidable. I bought a back poof hair equipment which i don't know how to use. I drew on my notebook cover while watching "together". It's a picture from lookbook. Oh, i just realise this year cny falls on valentine's day.
p.s Happy birthday to my dearest xinxin, you will always love me.