Recurrent nightmare

The nightmare is not over yet. No, this is just the start, the worst is yet to come. I am sorry, truly felt so sorry from the bottom of my heart. I know that i am at wrong. I ask jinyee about it today and she said that everyone is giving in to us yet i am like keep on acting unreasonably. It is so wrong of me to let my emotion take control of me. Sorry to all dancemates, and i will personally apologise to the incharge teacher (not yang) when school re-open. I really hope people can understand how i felt at that moment, people are just treating us like a joke and why must we further cheapen ourself by doing that kind of thing. No offence, i know it's about respect because that teacher help us yesterday. But seriously, did she help us? She just treat us like some unreasonable small kids and try her best to persuade us. I don't think she help us anything, to me at least that is the case. Teachers are not saint, although they don't admit but we jolly well know that some of them still treat us like joke. It's really not about losing face though, but i don't know how to explain. I don't want dance to fall apart again, into two different group like the past. I don't know what to do.