Snaps

Pull the rubber band, it stretch, and suddenly it snap.
I told myself not to cry again. I failed. No one would have notice my eyes all red sitting at one corner. I feel like screaming. I full blast "headache man" and stuff the earpiece inside my ear, listen to all the drumbeats and screaming till my ear hurts. It makes me feel better, like always. At first, i was furious at what he say, he deny my effort. Later, i realise that it's actually my problem. Then i realise that it was the stress which is slowly building up in me, and it's overflowing.
On a unrelated side note, i really envy her so much. I know that i should feel content with my life after witnessing so many unfortunate humans through the news, but humans are greedy right?

Read this, http://somedaysyndrome.com/2009/11/stretching-your-mind/
I find it pretty useful and interesting now that i am feeling better.