Tired

I am so jealous. Probably not, envy should be the right word, i don't fit to be jealous.

My very responsible dance teacher threw us some dance steps and disappear for two weeks when performance is around the corner. I don't want to get laugh by others on the stage, but what can i do. Scold people? Oh yes, scold people. Then "people" will disappear for the next few dance lesson and screw everything up again. I think i better fix my own problem first. Common test is in a few days time and i seriously deprive of time to study. Saturday i need to went back to Malaysia for my grandma birthday, and i already promise pearldog a shopping trip on Sunday. Therefore, my weekend is gone. For the past few days i try going to school without coffee in the morning, and i can't concentrate on any lesson for the whole day. Horrible. I don't want to be a coffee addict, it make my teeth yellowish and gross. I really want to do well for my this upcoming common test. Thanks to all the people who try to put me down and of course people who encourage me. She who think that i couldn't make it, who always call me stupid, who always joke about my result. I want to give her a tight slap and prove to her that i could score better than her, but i don't dare to hope. I dislike disappointment.
I am so tired.