Breakdown

I need to sleep, seriously. Dinner at Ichiban, i still love hotate and tempura icecream. My very first own lipstick, and guess what? It sucks, the color look so weird on me. Ugh. Anyway, i am not applying any lipstick in the photos.
Some problem are not meant to be solve, but to be cope with over time. I understand, but always said easier than done. I am really tired, emotionally and physically. Recently, i am so emotionally unstable compared to the past. I breakdown too often. I got agitated so easily and i can't control my anger at all. I want to shout to cry out loud to do crazy stuffs, get myself out of my mind. Maybe, i will get use to it. I will wait for the numbness to ease my pain, but if it really happen, i will not be me anymore.