I feel like a fucking two-faced. I don't care. You know what? Teachers love lies, and so they force us to made empty promises. I don't understand why we can't live the way we want it to be. "Oh, just bear with it for another eight months." So what after the eight months if you manage to pass your O'level with great result and get into a good junior college? "Oh, just have to bear it for two years and after A'level you will be free?" When will you wakeup to realise that we will never be able to get out of this fucking cycle. So what if you manage to get a good job in future? You have to work your entire life for money and you didn't get a chance to enjoy and spend it. People spend their entire life living under control, laws and boundaries. It's really sickening to no end.