I wonder if anyone still bother to read this, anyway i will still be posting here even if i am the only one reading it. Leaving myself at home is not really a good choice, i will start thinking too much. I hate this and recently i lost my momentum to study, it's really bad for this to happen at this period of time. I got so sick of life like this, life of staying at home the whole day, the sight of book throw me in disgust. I do not have a choice right, that's the worst.