I finally understand what it's like to live like a living zombie. I will marry chika if i am one.
Sometimes, i doubt myself, did i really put in all my effort. What if it's only my self delusion? Keeping myself busy, preoccupied, attending every lesson, staying in school every night to do work. I wonder if i really learn anything. Afraid. I also realise alot of things, people who leave you in lurch, people who don't give a damn about you, people who genuinely care. HKX THANKYOU. I know it's abit late, but thanks for that message, i was almost touch to tears. Just joking. Either way, it's really encouraging. All the teachers who stay back for us, i feel like doing a ninety degree bow to them sometimes to express my gratitude.
I need to catch some sleep now, thanks to zavier who inform me on my heavy eyebag, little did i realise that my eyes is in such a horrible state. Oh, and infection on right eyes again. Seriously damn it, if only i had not mistaken the two months old contact lens as the one i only wore for a day. I remember hks told me that the reason wooyoung eye look much bigger now is because he finally get enough sleep, i thought it was kinda ridiculous initially but now i had no doubt over that.