Sinseh

Slight update. Visit chinese clinic with mum this noon over my same old back problem again. Fire cupping/ acupressure. Freaking pain, i just have to bit my lip through, and now there is a big circular patch of purple black near my neck. All these because i refuse to do acupuncture treatment, even after the physician convince for about twenty minutes. Cupping was much more painful but i cant overcome my fear for needle till the end, but somehow an hour ago i suddenly feel like trying so much, i think i am out of my mind. I maybe addicted to the feeling of pain. Anyway, i love the smell of clinic so much.